It's been a long week. I've been trying to write of everything I am seeing
and doing, but it seems hard to find the time amongst all the demonstrations
and activities. For this post, I will relay one of my experiences.
Last Friday I went down to a village called Qawawis, located in the south
Hebron hills. Qawawis is a village of caves with one standing house and
a few tents dotted throughout the hillsides. The people of this village say
the caves were built by their great grandfathers and they have been living
there since. Four years ago, the residents of Qawawis abandoned their
village in fear of the settlers living the settlement and two outposts on the
surrounding hillsides.
One year before, the residents won a court battle stating that the land was
theirs and they had a right to live there and graze their sheep. Since one
month, the people of Qawawis have been returned to their land living
amongst the one settlement, two outposts and military base. Daily now,
the settlers confront the people in Qawawis, using violence, threats and
carrying guns.
Since returning to their village, the residents have asked for a presence
from the ISM because of these daily attacks. The area is isolated and the
families have no protection from the settlers as the military and police in the
area are there to protect the settlers. Many of the police are actually residents
of the nearby settlement. Without outside eyes, this situation occurs in a
vacuum.
I went to stay in Qawawis because the ISM internationals that had been
present and one of the shepherds were attacked and beaten by the settlers
two days before and had been arrested while trying to file a report of these
attacks.
Arriving in Qawawis close to sun set, it struck me as so much does in this
land, of the juxtaposition of the heaven and hell that exists here. The green
rolling hills stretch as far as the eye can see, the overwhelming sound of
silence broken only by the wind and songs of the birds. It could have been
the most peaceful place on earth if not for the settler road carved into the
land and the settlement and two outposts ringing the valley. These things
reminded me of the looming threat that exists and the reason for my being
there. With that, the heaven turned to hell, the fear began.
In order to reach the cluster of caves that is Qawawis, we had to climb
over the guardrail of the settler road, cross the road and over another
guardrail. My fear began immediately. I went there knowing of the attack
days before, knowing of the anger the settlers have for these shepherds
and the internationals who have come to be with them and how this anger
manifests. I did not know at this time, from where the settlers would come
if they choose to do so and thought that at any moment they could show
up, irate at our reasons foe being there and try to punish us.
In the distance, I could see a soccer game and hear the laughter of the
boys involved. Shepherds were walking with there sheep along the
outskirts of what I would come to know as Qawawis. Everyone
stopped and stared at these strange foreigners walking towards them.
When they realized we were friendly, some of the children ran out to
greet us, asking 'what's your name?', as seems the formal greeting from
Palestinian children to foreigners. We were welcomed.
After a small tour of the village, which because of the caves looks
only to be one house in the midst of open land, we were taken to one
of the shepherds amongst the olive trees. The day had been quite,
whether it was due to the fact that it was Friday, the first day of the
Jewish Sabbath, or for other reasons, we didn't know. At one point in
the day though, a group of 12 or so settler cars had come from the
outpost nearest to Qawawis and stopped near to where the shepherds
were grazing their flocks. Since the attack on the internationals, the police,
for some reason, have been more helpful. When the settlers' cars stopped
on the hill overlooking the shepherds, the police were called. When they
arrived they made the settlers return to their homes, helping to diffuse
that situation.
That day, we were able to enjoy the peace, meet the people and eat.
There is no electricity in Qawawis, so after spending most nights up until
3am and waking up at 8am, at 7pm in the Qawawis darkness, I was ready
for sleep. Instead of sleep though, we all sat in the candle lit night and
communicated as well as our broken Arabic and their sparse English
would permit. This limited common language actually allowed for some
good discussions though. We spoke about the history of the village, the
family connections, and our feelings as internationals in this land of illusion.
The full moon backed us up as we spoke into the night.
We were staying in the lone house of Qawawis sharing the room of the
patriarch of the family. He was the first shepherd we had met upon
entering the village, and spoke in his sleep with the same language we
had heard him talking to the sheep. At sunrise the next morning, the
mother and father of the house were up at dawn, saying their prayers,
setting the fire and waking up the rest of us. The night before I had been
told that the mother of the house would bang a hammer against the outer
steel door in order to wake everyone up for breakfast. I though it was a
joke until at 6am in the morning, through my sleep hazed eyes I watched
as she did just that; took a hammer to the steel door, banging out our wake
up call. We obeyed the call of the hammer and rose to a fire in the foyer
on which the women were making their bread for the day.
One of the neighbouring shepherds summoned us to a clearing outside his
cave dwelling and offered us breakfast. I came to realize later that each
household took responsibility for feeding us on alternating days. This day it
was Mohammed, who would periodically come to check the progress we
were making on our breakfast and yell at us if he thought we were not eating
enough.
After breakfast, the village set to work for the day. The old women would
fill a large stomach with goat's milk, set the stomach up on a tripod, and rock
it back and forth until the milk turned to yogurt. It was like watching a baby
being swung back and forth in a cradle, and produced a beautiful calming
sound like waves upon the shore. This day, they forced one of the
internationals to bath and give up his clothes for cleaning. In the mean
time, they lent him clothes that gave him the appearance of a Mormon going
door to door to spread the Word.
And then we went out with the sheep.
I've walked with sheep quite a lot in my life. It is always such a peaceful
time, wandering through the hills surrounded by the sound of the sheep grazing,
which is actually quite louda bit like the sound of a small motor running.
So the morning went like this; peaceful wanderings with the sheep, sitting
amongst the blooming wildflowers, feeling that I was on a vacation from the
hell of checkpoints, and the horror of the daily destruction for Israel's wall.
At 11am we headed back to the village for lunch and a few hours reprieve
from the already scorching sun. Everyone found spots in the shade to rest and
talk away the hours until it was cool enough to go out for the flock's dinner. I
forgot the situation I was in and was able to actually sleep for a bit. Twenty
minutes into my nap though, one of the other internationals burst into the room
where I was hiding for my nap and yelled, 'mostoutan' (settler). We went to the
front of the house to see four young settler boys walking towards us across
the valley. Most of the village from young to old were already out there and
called to us to join them, pointing out the four boys in white shirts and tan pants,
one with an Israeli military issue gun slung over his shoulder. The boys stopped
50 yards from us. One of them sat on the rocks and all four just looked. They
started back in the direction they had come, changed their minds and walked
through the village land into a grove of trees. We watched them across the
hillside as they took a rest under one of the village's almond trees. There was
a shepherd out with his flock near to the grove that we worried would get harassed
by these boys. It was the same shepherd that had been attacked two days
before.
Twenty minutes later, as we continued to watch the trees to which the boys
had disappeared, thinking that perhaps they had left without our notice, we
saw coming from the same direction, a larger group of boys with the same
white shirts and tan pants.
This time it was ten settler boys approaching us. The group walked directly
towards us, entering into the yard of the house. When I asked one of them
what they were doing, he replied that they were on their Sabbath walk, taking
a tour of the village that they had been run out of by the Palestinians.
The boys, many with the same Israeli military issue guns on their backs, walked
into the village. The people of Qawawis seemed quite intimidated by these young
men, and asked us to tell them to leave. The boy I spoke with, an Israeli-American
from Sioux City, Iowa, told me of how the original inhabitants of Qawawis
had voluntarily left four years ago because they desired the more comfortable
conditions of the nearby city. He said after the people had left, the Jewish
residents of the settlement had taken over Qawawis and improved it by building
new walls around the caves, and that the people of Qawawis only wanted to
move back when an Israeli from a peace group incited them to return and force
the Jews out. When I asked him if he thought he intimidated the people by
coming into their village with guns, he replied that my camera was a much
more dangerous and frightening weapon. I told him that the people of Qawawis
had a much different story then his, that they told stories of leaving their village
out of fear of the settlers. He responded that he has been living in this
settlement for three years now, and that no one would lie to him about
the history of this place.
The boys sat on one of the stone walls of the village and refused to leave.
Eventually, the police came. Joking and laughing with the settler youth, the
police brought them away from the wall and spoke with them in private.
At this point, the day seemed to turn into a circus. The police convinced the
settlers to leave. I approached the police to ask them what they thought of
the situation, to which they responded it was not their job to think, only to
follow orders. When I asked if it was within their orders to give these settler
boys a good spanking, they said it was not. We noticed that the boys had
left the village but had moved up one of the hillsides and were approaching a
shepherd there. As the police left the scene, an Israeli military hummer came
up into the village and parked in the opening. They did not exit their vehicle,
and no one around paid any attention to them. After some time of them sitting
there, we approached to ask them what they were doing. They said they were
only watching us. Again to the question of what they thought of this situation,
they replied that it was not their job to think, only follow orders. Almost word
for word the same as the police officer. In all my time talking with Israeli soldiers
in Palestine, I have never encountered this response as many times as I did that day.
Then the soldier party started.
One by one, Israeli military jeeps came up into the village until there were four
jeeps, a hummer and one private security truck, numbering at least 22 armed men
(some with multiple weapons). It seems that they came because of a tent that we
had constructed earlier in the day. The tent, located at the top of the village, was
to be the home of the internationals. It seemed to make the military very nervous.
They ordered the tent removed and then watched as we deconstructed it.
Discussion erupted between the men of the village and the highest up in the military
about the village's right to raise a tent on their land. A new military jeep showed
up with a multi-stared officer. He joined the discussion. Coming from the settler
road we could see a friend approaching in his truck. He made a rock star entrance,
pulling up in front of the mess of jeeps and screeching to a halt. Three doors of his
extended cab flew open from which each emerged a journalist armed with his own
professional foot-long zoom lens camera, our friend emerging out the driver's side
door, cowboy hat upon his head. At this sight, the soldiers immediately retreated to
their respected vehicles and sped out of the village. The party was over.
The village returned to its quiet nature, as if nothing had happened. Dinner was served, conversations were had under the stars. The peace returned. One of the young
men joked that the settlers would return in the night and slit all of our throats.
Seeing our discomfort with this thought, one of the women told us not to worry,
she would lock the door when we retired to sleep.
The next morning the same routine began the day; Haji banging on the door
with her hammer to wake the house, no one suffering a slit throat, and breakfast
being served by Halil in the next cave down. And then with the sheep.
This day started peaceful as the day before, but the shepherds were nervous
seeing a settler grazing his sheep on the hillside opposite us. In the area of
Qawawis where I stayed, there were four brothers that made up the leadership.
Each brother had their own flock of sheep. Each day it seemed, they would
keep their flocks close to the village, grazing on land that seemed would run
out of food for the sheep soon. The shepherds had been told that this was the
land they were able to use, and any wandering outside that area would result
in trouble.
The brothers continuously pointed out the settler shepherd across from us,
watching for some sort of trouble. Soon enough, the trouble came. The man
with his flock crossed the settler road and headed his sheep directly at us
amongst the village olive grove. There were two young men, both with cloth
tied around their faces, with the shepherd. One of the internationals approached
the men, extended a hand in greeting and asked why they were there. His hand
was not accepted. A settler on a horse approached us and headed directly
into the village. As there were only women in the village, the shepherds of Qawawis
became worried as to what that man was doing and asked two of the internationals
to go down into the village to monitor the situation. The other two stayed in
the grove with the shepherds and the settlers. One of the masked men
approached the Qawawis shepherd and began to tell him in fluent Arabic
that he was a bad man for being there. This eighteen year old boy from
the outpost treated this elderly shepherd as if he were a child, telling him
what he could do and where he could go, calling myself and another
international woman 'bitches' and demanding to know where we had
come from and why we were there. He told the shepherd that he could
not graze his sheep in this olive grove that belonged to Qawawis, and
if he continued to disobey, this young man would cause the old
man problems. Then the police arrived.
Later, the internationals in the village monitoring the man on the horse,
reported that the man told them they were living with murderers. That
he refused to speak with them because of this.
The police kept asking what the problem was, did any of the settlers
use violence, as if it weren't a problem because they hadn't. We refused
to go with them to file a report seeing as how the last internationals
that had gone to report an attack on them had been arrested.
The settlers left, the police left, and we went to lunch. Another day
in Qawawis.
I left Qawawis after that, hitching a ride into town on
the back of a wagon being pulled by a tractor. It was time for me
to return to the reality of cell phones that get reception, demonstrations
that are happening on a daily basis against the wall, tear gas, soldiers
that have an (usually Zionist) opinion about the situation and my
friends in the north.
In order to return to that reality though, we first had to travel through the
city of Hebron, another step in the ladder to hell leaned against the
wall of life here.
That is a story for another day though
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